insane!

[.this must be a crazy love because whenever i try to empty my mind, his face stills appear, his voice i always hear. his SMILE. i can't resist it. every time he looks at me, face to face, eye to eye, it's like my world can fall apart already. is this a frisson-thingy? or is it just me falling in love?? noooo way!! it can't be!! simply because.. uhm.. maybe he doesn't like me at all and things would be more complicated between the two of us and i don't wanna lose our friendship, like hello, who does??!!.]



yeah. that's exactly how i feel at the moment. =\